Frozen is the feeling
Few words come to mind
Fear Anger Sadness Torment Lonely left behind
Quieted compulsions seeking out my lovers hand
Ushers crushed reality we will never touch again
Keeps us paused at breathless lonely stares toward remains
Forced to seek a just account from shadowless disdain
Breadcrumbs eaten by the birds
Clues washed clean in the rain
Everything so empty but for constant memory
Visuals of river floats and smiling constantly
Palace built by hand with everlasting quality
Bury me beside my love after this walk alone
May the Lord return me to those loving arms I've known
Justice for my Captain solely winds a sleepless purpose
Anchor lessly stuck and counting on this broken compass
The North Star was stolen from my sky
The doldrums keep me nauseous
Praying off the hopelessness
Surviving mounting stress
Clinging to resolving the mysterious of this mess.