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I only think about Slanz and who could have shot him. Honestly little else matters to me. Life without Slanz is sad and empty. Seems pointless to live. Knowing I cannot further traumatize anyone by departing is what keeps me here. Slanz' family is the most wonderful support system and I am so grateful for them and my children, grandchildren and dogs. Without them, I would surely give up. Still, it brings misery to others to see me sad and always quiet whereas once upon a time I would not shut up. I am mentally stuck in the room where we watched our donation hero bloat over the course of fours days while they struggled with logistics to auction off his kidney and corneas. He was pronounced brain dead at 10:21 pm 8/21/23 but for the surgery to recover his "usable" parts. Four days of endless tests and all I can think is, "what if none of his organs are healthy?, then this is simply purposeless torture. Thank God he helped two persons in the program.

The Police Investigation has been way too little too late , our hopes is dwindling as time ticks slow and we are grasping at straws to find anyone agency to take over and do s proper thorough investigation with qualified officers adept at working homicide. I had thought it was dark and that is why the didn't see he bullet hole in the window, however a time stamped photo at 8:16pm by a woman whom had been run off the road into a ditch by a man driving frenzied man near where Slanz was shot the sky is fairly well lit. This white dark haired man with a beard man driving driving a late model brownish maroonish with that faux wood panel stripe down its side has not been located, he did not stop after forcing her off the road. The 911 call was made at 8:12pm, Slanz was alive and talking, how could that bullet hole in the window not have been noticed immediately? What evidence makes them believe this was accidental? Needless to say I have more questions than answers and the Garrett Co Sheriff's Dept. have zero answers to nearly every question we ask. I'm livid and do not know what to do. I've called endless lawyers to try to navigate this nightmare and help keep pressure on investigators but unless they smell the money in a case they do not care,FBI and State Police say GC has to ask them to take over and they refuse. There is no Cold Case Unit-so essentially it will never be a closed case yet it already seems to me like a cold case. GC will not share file with any private investigator although my desired PI happens to be a retired trooper that Captain Zimmerman knows personally. County Commisuoner-dead end. Police accountability board- has not even responded. Attorney General would only get involved if police caused Slanz' death. Everyone passed the buck and no one seems to care. Meanwhile, someone knows something and I'm gonna don't stop never stopping until I get them. They owe us a life debt. They will Confess. They should repent. They must pay penance. They can be forgiven. God loves Slanz and is angry. He will not let this go unchecked. Our family is a united Front for this amazing man and we will not be worn down. If you read this,Do yourself the great favor of bearing your soul and accept your punishment. I miss Slanz so much that words cannot quantify. His goodness cannot be put into words. He was pure love and light. Please help us put willful thoughts that this murderer seek absolution. We can pray this into existence. Tick Tock MF'r. Tick Tock.......

This Easter without Slanz brings no peace within our hearts as we still have no justice and to add sadness our beloved Pope has passed. I pray it is not the end of his era of being a true Christian in his love of the meek and the poor. May we all be inspired by his love.

There is still a human or humans at large that are responsible for a murder. They go on each day with no concern for how they have impacted the lives of our family. How could a person do such a thing and not come forward. Anyone with good conscience would be eaten away with guilt each night as they lay sleepless. Surely their black heart would shrivel up and die of shame at the abundance of pain they gave single handed brought forth into our world. God does not allow these things to go unchecked. We will not allow these things to go unchecked. My purpose now until my last breath is justice for a hero of good heart and soul who could even forgive the aggressor that caused such grief for his family. I hope for that same forgiveness, I will fake it until I make it, I will even pay the reward to the guilty person who turns themselves in. It can be incentive for doing the right thing. As time ticks on it speaks to the level of depravity threat permeates this monsters soul. Do yourself an Easter Favor, give our family an Easter blessing and turn yourself in if you are responsible. Free yourself, Repent. Atone. Let us heal.

Without answers, it just is not possible. Someone knows something. Please do something, say something. Help Us.

This Mother's Day I am hopeful that we are closer to accountability for Slanz. While it is too difficult to put into words being a widow, my thoughts are with my mother in law this day. How do you celebrate A day dedicated to mothers when your first born has been murdered. My prayer is that whomever birthed his murderer speaks love and truth into this violators heart. That the mothers love is enough to compel this person into confession. Each day that you do not speak the truth is more evidence of a vile loathsome soulless being not worthy of redemption. The only freedom for you is confession. Free your soul. Confess. Repent. Be forgiven. There is no other option. Avoid eternal damnation. Give our family the peace we deserve so that we can move on. Justice equates to healing. Please. That is all I wish for Mother's Day.

Please help me get justice for my husband. I am at a loss for how to carry on without answers. These kind of events can set off a chain reaction of depression and suicide among the surviving family and we are all grasping at straws how to deal with the pain. The guilty person(s) being held to account seems like it would be a great restart for us, the same way $50k could be a great restart for the courageous individual that speaks the truth.

CONFESS. REPENT. FORGIVENESS

When life strips you of your most precious gift, it leaves you with plenty of time to wonder why. The only thing O can come up with is that Slanz was so good that God took him out of this world before he was forced to do something that compromised his soul. The only jobs for many of our men and women make money for the poisoners and polluters of our world which make us depressed and drug dependent. All the while pumping corporate poisons into the soils and rivers that will make our children sick keeping them from providing for themselves. Chock full of mental proclivities that makes successful relationships impossible. Our US Gold Boullion reserves have been replenished by ravaging forests in Peru And Venezuela filling the rivers with mercury taking its blood gold before China can get to it. That's the model now. Get to it before China. Stay one step ahead of China. Stop China from buying silver mines in CO or buying up dried up ski resorts China plans to mine one day. Work for a Coal Mine, plastics factory or car parts or any factory for that matter? You are compromised by dark forces. Do you like Sherwin Williams logo "Cover the Earth...." now finish the thought--- with lead paint and 20 other known carcinogenic chemicals that are routinely flushed into the Bay. We deplete the forests for Gold that gets sold for pittance to pawn shops that are filled with all the trinkets our ancestors sold their souls for. Who will stop this? Perhaps the person who can help me get justice for Slanz? I'm waiting...........

happy Valentine's Day and remember that whatever you are buying today is comprised of poison at some juncture of its existence. How could the Tuna industry have all of a sudden rebounded to numbers now fishable? Where did these Tuna replenishments come from? I call BS and like everything it's just a ruse to get the last five tuna from the Ocean before China can get them. Enjoy your steak and lobsters tonight!!